Another Goodbye

With you as my shadow i dreamt a dream so clear, saw a reality so vague, felt a feeling that was never there. Now they blame you for what i went through, truth be told i did too, but the fact is that you were never mine to begin with.. The sight of you makes me want to be with you once more, but it's a wish i secretly hope never comes true. I cant see you disappear with a stranger besides you. I know that after this is done with i wont ever get to see, you will be nothing to me but a bitter memory but i guess its better this way.Oh, we could've been so perfect together, every body knows this and so do you, but you have other plans for life...and now ill try to make some of mine too. You could've bent me, torn me apart, shattered me into pieces but now you could only think of it . From this point on, i am a person i thought i could never become.......... stronger......i complete me!

Such an ordinary thought.

Is it the end or the endlessness....is it the silence or the noise.....the calm or the storm....is it your mind or your heart ....or me that you fear?....or do you fear yourself?......Tell me do you wait for an angel to captivate you...to save you...to set you free? Its a belief you've garnered for so long....but will it ever come true?.....will you ever be at peace until this unearthly being exalts you?.....Its not your fault to feel the way you feel....to think the way you think.....it happens to all of us ...we're just humans.........but do me a favor ...please unchain my thoughts.....for i have suffered an eternity in this madness ...........let me be empty!